Black Dress, With The Tights Underneath,

I got the breath of the last cigarette on my teeth.
And shes an actress,
But she ain't got no need.
Shes got money from her parents in a trust fund back east...

Okay, so.
'Sup, guys?
It's almost the end of February here,
Been off of school the whole week.
It's been pretty cool, I guess.
Haven't had time to get on here lately though.
Just been moody and tired and Lappy's been dead.
Same old excuses, eh?

Found out Sean Astin and Tori Belleci are gonna be at I-CON today.
Fucking Spain.
I love Sean and Tori.
LOTR and MythBusters FTW<3.>]

I know I keep mentioning Spain a fraction at a time,
But I'll just get it over with now.
So I'm leaving on April 3 to go to a tour of Spain.
Goin' to school that day too, aha.
Leaving for the Airport at 2:15,
(Flight's at 6.)
The flight'll be 12 hours to get there,
Same to come home.

It's not that I'm afraid of flying.
I've been on planes plenty of times.
But I don't think I've been on one for 12 hours though.
And I've never been outta the country before either,
So eh.
Mom's giving me a Portable DVD player,
And I'm gonna get some books and bring my iPod of course. :]
No Lappy in El Spain-o.
It's like 10 pounds, and there's no guarantee of Internet access anyway.
Mommy's gonna try and get me an Over-Sea's card for my phone too.
So I can talk to her and let her know I'm not dead and all.
Imma call my friends too, to piss 'em off with the six hour time difference. >] (Bnr, of course.♥)
But most likely, I'll just want to sleep.
(It'll help the thoughts of crashing get out easier.)
We get to stop in London for two hours though! <3>|)
Ashling's okay though.
It's just Michelle.
Buncha other people are going that I don't know,
So basically I'll sit in bed or something, or sleep.

Oh and guess how many hours they expect us to sleep for?
Only five.
With no naps.
Since we'll be touring all day, the only sleep we'll be getting is at bedtime.
Imma die.
I love my sleep. D:

Anyway,
We're gonna be there 9 days,
Touring around until we get to Madrid.
Then it's another 12 hours until I'm back to America.
I get to see a Morrocan Show before we leave, though.
In Alhambra, which'll be beast. (It's so beautiful there, omg.)
So that might be cool. :]
I looked up a bit of the music on YouTube, and I like it.
It's catchy, but subtle and beautiful.

Oh and I have a souvenir list to get through with too:
(Courtesy of my friends, of course.)
-A bit of Dirty Spanish Water.
-Sand.
-A Spanish Baby Named WaJulio. (<-This one'll be tough, but I'm tougher. >] )
-Spanish currency.
-Etc.
And if anyone would like to add to that list, go ahead and I'll try my best. :]

Well, that's the whole about Spain.
It'll be a great experience,
I just know it.
But I've never liked leaving home, (Like Long Island, I mean.)
And I'm really not a fan of going on Vacation,
So this might be a little tough or it might not be.

Oh and my whole druggie thing'll be under control too, loves.
Don't worry. :]
I'll be fully loaded on the trip and hopefully I won't get sick.
(I better fucking not since I got that shot. >|)
But I mean headache wise and stuff. :]<3>[

Ooh, got a Sweet!Sixteen to go to tomorrow too.
Fun, fun. :/
( I don't like them, but I do love my friends, so of course I'm going!)

Well, for once, Lappy's not dying,
I just wanna end this superfuckinglong post.
Night then, darlings.

Jettin' out.
Peace.

It's in the Answer that you want, not the question you state.

Hey lovies.
This one'll be short, since Lappy's dying.
Ashley still has the charger.
Oh, speaking of Ashley, she's talking to me again.
That's pretty good considering some other things.

My weekend's been pretty beast.
Hung out with her all day yesterday and Friday.
I needed it too.
:]

I do miss all my other friends still though.
Maybe we should plan another Sushi adventure when it's not so deathly cold out. xD
That'd be nice. :]

Might get a haircut today, depending on what Mommy says.
She's been really tired lately, hope she's okay.
And Daddy as usual is just trying to bond with me. (I love him<3.)
Wow, I almost wrote bong.
Lol, I'm tired too.

Bought lots of manga on Friday,
Spent all my money though. xD
Ohwell.
Spain'll have to wait. :]

Actually, not so much really.
I'm leaving in two months for nine days.
I'm a little nervous,
But I want to go, and have fun.
And I will most likely. :]

Oops.
Lappy's going on empty over here.
Gotta jet. x]
Peace.

♪I've got Friends in High and Low Places♪

Afternoon, darlings. :]
I'm feeling a lot better now, and my sister's back. :/
But blahhh, I might have a UTI, which isn't that cool. :[
Gotta eat yogurt and have cranberry juice for a while,
To eliminate bacteria and stuff,
But it might just be nothing.

School today was okay though.
3rd Quarter just started on Monday,
And my lunch changed, got rid of Creative Writing since it's only a 1/2yr,
And gained Health.
It's going pretty well so far. :]
In English,
Did some research on scheduling for next year,
And I've already picked my classes basically.
(Not in this order of course, lol.)
-English11 Honors.
-U.S. History Honors.
-TrigonometryR.
-ChemistryR.
-Project Adventure(Gym)/Lab.
-Lunch.
-Spanish4.
-Psychology/Something.
-French2.

I still need to find a half year course to rival Psych,
But I'm pretty happy with what I'm gonna do.
'Gotta get as much Honors as I can, yanno?
Looks better on the transcript.

Also, I gotta take Chemistry next year anyway,
Since I want to take Forensics more than anything in Senior Year.
I would take Advanced Photo to rival Psych, but it's a full year course. :/
And as for the French, I would adore to learn it, and I should be okay with the whole Spanish/French thing too.
(Hopefully, that is.)

And remember that girl I was talking about a few entries back?
The one I thought was amazing?
And how I wouldn't give her a colour?
I lied. :]
She's too amazing for no colour.
So now this is her.
Not to be confused with her.
She has italics. :]
But yes, she's kinda really amazing, omg. x]
And adorable. :X
Ahem.

Anyway,
I've been going eBay crazy lately.
Got 2 DVDs so far,
A video-game,
And a strategy guide.
And now I'm bidding on these 6 DVDs,
T-shirt,
Stuffed animal,
6 soundtracks,
And collective box all together. C:
I'm a hog, but I just hope I win. *_*

Well, it's CSI time. :]
Gotta jet, as you probably know.
Peace.

I Can't Take It Anymore.

I just want to die.
It's becoming too much for me to handle anymore.
Nothing is making me feel better.
I'm so useless, so faulty...
I'm starting to hate everything, and I don't care.
Good the fuck bye,
And thanks, Mom.
You're just the greatest.
Oh and you too, Ashley, for making a perfect night end in shit.
Peace.