It's been a while, Hun.

Wow, it really has been a while.
Oopsies for not updating this thing. :X

Uhh,
Rundown of the past two months:

1.Humidity and rain,
2.Sleep,
3.Hanging with the Biff's,
4.Eating,
5.Video-games,
6.HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE.
7.Etc. :3

1-Fucking wish it would stay sunny and cool for more than twelve hours, kthx.
2-Like fifteen hours a night, probably the best thing ever.
3-Yay for HP Parties and sleepovers!
4-So many noms in one tummy. ;__;
(Ahahaha, I've actually lost five pounds since April!
That's really not a good thing, I wish that I lost more, but I'm happy about it. <3)
5-Still playing Persona. Pretty close to beating it though, and then it's onto P4 and Okami! :D
6-Saw that epic shit three times. It might actually be my favorite of the movies so far. C=
(And totally not just because of how hot Tom Felton is and how much he is in this movie.)
7-There's a bunch more stuff, but I's lazy. :]

Uhh,
Plans for this month and on! :D

=Tomorrow is Beach with Samamy. <3
=In thirteen days my birthday's a-comin' up!
=(Prolly going Down Port with the Biffles.
Then having a family/other friends pool party here.)
=Getting working papers and getting me a fucking job!
(Hopefully at like Shii or Delias, omg bestthingever.
But I just wants me some monies. :[)
=Getting my permit and starting Driver's Ed!
=School starts up in September. :[

Imma be a Junior. :O
Whoaaa.
I know, right?
I can't even believe it myself.
But at least I'm used to the school and the run of things,
So this year shouldn't be too bad,

Otherwise the whole, you know,
Picking your colleges and your life thing.
:/

Still no idea what I'm doing in life yet though.
There're so many things that I want to be.
I would adore to work in forensics, or be a chef, or be a psychiatrist,
Or be an actual doctor,
Or teach English Literature.
I would love to be them all and so much more.

It's times like these where I wish I wasn't so indecisive.

I know that everyone says "You have your whole life to choose a career."
But really, I think part of me believes that my life isn't going to last that long,
Or I'm not going to be successful if I choose one too late,
So I should pick one now and do my best at it.

Still no therapist either.
But one thing at a time. right?

I'm getting slightly better.
With a lot of things.
My confidence,
My anxiety,
And the voice hasn't bothered me for weeks.

I feel like everything's going to start getting better soon.
And I really like this feeling.

Gotta get up early tomorrow though.
Peace, loverlys.
<3