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Wow, it really has been a while.
Oopsies for not updating this thing. :X
Uhh,
Rundown of the past two months:
1.Humidity and rain,
2.Sleep,
3.Hanging with the Biff's,
4.Eating,
5.Video-games,
6.HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE.
7.Etc. :3
1-Fucking wish it would stay sunny and cool for more than twelve hours, kthx.
2-Like fifteen hours a night, probably the best thing ever.
3-Yay for HP Parties and sleepovers!
4-So many noms in one tummy. ;__;
(Ahahaha, I've actually lost five pounds since April!
That's really not a good thing, I wish that I lost more, but I'm happy about it. <3)
5-Still playing Persona. Pretty close to beating it though, and then it's onto P4 and Okami! :D
6-Saw that epic shit three times. It might actually be my favorite of the movies so far. C=
(And totally not just because of how hot Tom Felton is and how much he is in this movie.)
7-There's a bunch more stuff, but I's lazy. :]
Uhh,
Plans for this month and on! :D
=Tomorrow is Beach with Samamy. <3
=In thirteen days my birthday's a-comin' up!
=(Prolly going Down Port with the Biffles.
Then having a family/other friends pool party here.)
=Getting working papers and getting me a fucking job!
(Hopefully at like Shii or Delias, omg bestthingever.
But I just wants me some monies. :[)
=Getting my permit and starting Driver's Ed!
=School starts up in September. :[
Imma be a Junior. :O
Whoaaa.
I know, right?
I can't even believe it myself.
But at least I'm used to the school and the run of things,
So this year shouldn't be too bad,
Otherwise the whole, you know,
Picking your colleges and your life thing.
:/
Still no idea what I'm doing in life yet though.
There're so many things that I want to be.
I would adore to work in forensics, or be a chef, or be a psychiatrist,
Or be an actual doctor,
Or teach English Literature.
I would love to be them all and so much more.
It's times like these where I wish I wasn't so indecisive.
I know that everyone says "You have your whole life to choose a career."
But really, I think part of me believes that my life isn't going to last that long,
Or I'm not going to be successful if I choose one too late,
So I should pick one now and do my best at it.
Still no therapist either.
But one thing at a time. right?
I'm getting slightly better.
With a lot of things.
My confidence,
My anxiety,
And the voice hasn't bothered me for weeks.
I feel like everything's going to start getting better soon.
And I really like this feeling.
Gotta get up early tomorrow though.
Peace, loverlys.
<3
It's been shorter than I thought it was since I last posted.
But the days feel like years here.
And time hasn't been existing.
Good News:
I passed my Earth Science and Global Regents! :D
Both 87's.
Yay Mastery!
I totally could've done better,
But I'm not complaining.
Bad News:
I woke up at 7:30am today.
Fucking thunderstorm and down-pouring.
(Sick as a dog, still too.)Fun-Fun.
I started reading Harry Potter again though.
I wanted to read the 6th book before the movie comes out so I'm not like:
"Lolwut happens before Dumbledore dies?"
And I was watching the 5th movie with my friend yesterday,
Along with the Musical. (lol it's amazing.)
So it's like a HP Party!
I cannot wait for the 6th movie.
Seriously, ugh,
I want it like burning. ;__;
And I wanna see Transformers2 too.
That looks awesome.
Aunt's getting married soon. :|
Gotta go dress shopping this weekend.
(I'm secretly excited. I get to get sundresses<3.)
Also since I agreed to go shopping,
Mommy's getting me some DVD's I've been wanting.
So yay!
I've been writing a lot more lately too.
Which makes me super happy. :3
So this summer's been okay.
I would like a little less sickness and humidity,
But whatevvss.
I wanna go back to sleep now,
So peace, loverlies.<3
♥
Why I don't tell them anything anymore.
Tomorrow's the last day of school.
It really doesn't feel like it though.
(Not to me at least.)
Yeah, I still have Regents to take and all,
But it feels more like March than June.
Probably because it's been raining so much.
I'm not used to it raining in June.
More of, "Oh my god, turn on the a/c now before I shank you, bitch. >|"
Anyways,
I'm glad that it's summer vacation.
I can't wait to hang out with my friends,
Sleep past seven in the morning,
And turn sixteen.
This is a pretty short post.
My apologies, but I am a tad bit sleepy.
Peace, loves.
Not feeling much better than the last post,
But I might as well get an update out there.
I got my period on Friday for the first time in like two months,
And ever since I have been in bitch mode the whole entire time.
Like seriously,
I don't think I've ever been this bad before.
I feel like total and utter shit,
I can't stop myself from talking insults or how I'm feeling,
And I really just have no motivation to do anything right now except sleep.
Regents are in like a week and a half.
I guess I can survive for a good fifteen more days until summer.
(Which I cannot wait for.)
I miss my best friend.
We haven't really hung out or actually had a conversation lasting longer than four minutes in a good while.
Yeah, I talk to her a bit in Spanish,
And we danced and had a great time at Jackie's party,
But we haven't really talked for weeks.
I've tried to make plans with her, but she's always like "Eh, maybe."
I understand she has work and Regents, but she has time for all of her other friends...
And then she'll go to me the next day or something and be like "Hey, my dad's wondering where you've been lately."
I guess I just don't know what to do with her anymore.
And I was talking to my other friend today about how I've been feeling lately,
And she just put everything into perspective for me.
It hurt to realize the truth.
I even had a panic attack right there in front of her, kinda freaking her out, lol.
Getting onto that subject of anxiety,
Still no therapist.
Last time I checked, Mom and Dad were still looking.
Hopefully I get one pretty soon though,
Because I feel like something bad's going to happen...
(I guess we'll see how it goes.)
Well.
I have homework to do.
Peace, loverlys. <3
I don't think I know who I am anymore.
I stayed home from school today,
(Had a super-bad migraine and my throat felt like it was closed.)
So I thought,
"Hey! Why not post a blog?"
And here I am. :]
As for that last post I had...
I'm still feeling that way,
I'm just, idk...
Getting on a little bit of better things,
I finished this horrid report I had to do on Nelson Mandela.
The guy was awesome, don't get me wrong.
Stopping Apartheid is really important,
But I just did not feel like doing it.
Mother's Day's coming up, did you know, did you know? :]
If it weren't for that day, Mommy wouldn't have given birth to me.
So yay Mommies!
And guess what other amazingly awesome thing is on that day?
JACLYN'S BIRTHDAYYYYY.
The Birth of My Twinny<3.
And then her Sweet Sixteen is on the 23rd. :D
It's the epitome of awesome, yes?
I think so too.♥
SPEAKING OF OTHER AWESOME THINGS:
I got a new video-game. *___*
*drumrollllll*
☆Persona 3:FES.☆
See? It even gets stars it's so awesome.
I've been waiting to get this game for like a year and a half.
And every single store I went to,
"Sorry, we're out. :|"
Every.
Single.
Store.
Fucking assholes. >[
But then I went to this store that was jut redone over by where Hollywood Video used to be called:
"Game Crazy."
And they had it. x3
Aha, funny story too.
I go to pay for the game,
The total comes to $32.06.
I count my monies,
I had $31.62.
You don't understand how pissed I was.
But the lady gave me the game anyway, like the best person ever she is.
(Insert love for game store lady here!)
So yeah, end story time!
But I started playing this game,
And guess what.
CREEPIEST SHIT EVER, MAN.
Like, almost as bad as Bioshock--
(Okay, scratch that. Bioshock was creepy as fuck.)
This game has nothing on Bioshock.
But still, it creeped me out a bit. D:
The gameplay's awesome though. *_*
And there's some pretty boys in it too. :3
(Ahem!Akihiko!Ahem.)
Anyways,
So that made me insanely happy.
And now I'm super tired. :[
So I think I'm gonna jet.
Love you guyss.
Peace.
